Indeed, parlatemene you, because I have only to ask questions.
All the support I received in the last month is the most abundant precious and blessed I could have. Each
your advice, even the most seemingly trivial, it has served and will serve me.
But as I suffer from continuous tilt to the brain I wish that I helped them to understand some things.
For example, because when I finish a story, my ex if they systematically recreate another within a month? (I speak for all my ex, since school)
is not a criticism, of course, good for them if they can.
But am I the backlog that a new "flame" I would say at least "go slowly because I go now to another story" ?
Am I the only one who would be unable to take up with someone who has broken with his ex for just a month?
Am I the only one, after the first time, could happen to rethink what's left?
Am I the only one to think that (as in my last experience) an admission of guilt in the face of global, some brief moment of play bowls still deserved it?
Here, however, things seem to me to start up an inclined plane go faster and faster, more and more quickly.
As if the world were to end tomorrow.
Chiara is with another, he is happy and I'm happy His happiness (with a little 'doubt, but I'm happy).
But, and here I need you, who gives her the confidence that I could not have more than what you're looking for?
if tomorrow we were to cross again, I would not have open minds: the past you can not 'change, but we can live better in the future learning.
would not be a resumption of what has just now finished.
It 'really hard thinking like this?
's really a thought unsubstantiated?
I understand that I just started a story that now seems to be the best in the world, but the tickets are made over time?
not find it strange at least change one's life partner by deleting a buddy that has changed?
Eye: are not critical to clear and we will miss. These are speeches that I have done and know that I do not have with her. Perhaps a bit
streamline 'too much everything, but if we did work together with the heart the brain?
It 'clear that what went wrong between me and Clare was the timing: Today we would have far fewer weights between the balls and we would be able to live better.
But all this mean that it can not happen in the future?
Or should I put a lid on it because on page X of the manual is written with love "with the former, never So do not think"
manuals I hate them and prefer to learn from real life.
I made some serious wrongs in Clare, there is doubt. And I'm serving them all on my skin (maybe more than they should).
But I really bothered by the fact that you have decided every little thing of that period I could not say anything.
has decided not to see me again, decided not to hear more, she decided to tell me certain things so at least debatable, decided to keep me out of her life.
All this just because you left me?
And I have to play his stay in my life just because we broke up?
I've never given the weight of letting me and I never will.
There are things that go beyond any earthly superstructure.
The stories end, not all of course, but where the problem? He
with another and then?
This will also be better than me, the show 100 times a day what he wants (including, but oh well ... and try to prove), is the romance that person will have certainty of pounds in his pocket.
But I do not love you I love ever since I can never understand the things that I understand it (the night of May 5, 2009), there will be what I'll be there and I especially can not give what ever I can give her now.
will give your child that I have not given, but it does not take much effort as I was seen ...
I clearly I accepted the first time with all its imperfections. Perhaps you too
tended to idealize the situation (Although it has accepted many of my gleanings, it must be said).
Maybe I'm idealizing too, maybe it's inappropriate to speak of these capacities for love, maybe we stopped in time, maybe you will understand one day what he has learned so far, maybe everything is part of a design.
Maybe ...
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