The situation you know, you just player.
anyone know the background and reasons also triggers.
few (not even me to tell the truth) knows all that this story has left me.
Remember, first of all, but those are part of the repertoire of all the stories end, but now they hurt like daggers to the heart. Then let
also a good thing too many things unsaid, but just think (failure of both).
The rest is on my shoulders.
I literally played a story in which I thought very much as a gamer to play a million euro found by chance.
I hesitated more than they should for fear. I barely recognized myself in the simplest of truths: I fell in love with a look of Clare, one evening over a year ago.
I took my time, I confessed all in a fabulous evening of S. Valentino and then we both plunged in this story.
And from there began to rub the fear: fear to open myself completely to another person, the fear of believing too much, "the fear of to feel bad when we left (as indeed I am) and the fear of being run too much.
So I forcibly restrained when she let go more.
All this could fall within the normal balance of a couple like us, and then over time it would certainly be solved.
to ruin everything you are putting the last person I expected from such a move.
And you know who I'm talking about. Many have criticized my
not want to cut all ties with her, but after seven years together one believes he can maintain at least a minimum of cordiality (after I had been left, so I had no grudge).
Well, today I can admit it was wrong.
I was the unwitting accomplice of a plan should be presented in the teaching of forensic criminology as "the perfect plan."
The Princess of aspirin did not digest the fact that I had fallen in love with her (as well as my) best friend and has done everything to destroy our history.
succeeding in full.
Brava, Silvia. I'll give you my most sincere congratulations. You were always a clever girl and intelligence should be applauded. Have you been able to fully turn over
my quiet life, turning him into a monster that he enjoyed in having to conduct a foot in both camps.
saying one thing another one.
You put up a web of bullshit and outright lies to which I have not been able to respond. Becoming accomplice bloody.
Clare suffered the pains of hell because he was convinced to stay with a false liar, when in fact he was only a frightened by the enormity of the feeling that it was raining in my heart. Until
has done it and I gave up, and rightly so.
If you look back at this past year together, are countless time I beat myself up in my head.
and effort to think like Clare has been able to bear.
It was not me, it seems a cliché, but it's true.
I never said how happy I was falling asleep and waking up next to her.
think of her when things went wrong.
Design some things together (as in this visit to Ikea Ancona ...)
Now I understand everything, but it is too late.
Clare did not want me anymore, I lost the love I thought I would go with and for a long long time.
I lost my best friend.
I'm not even a person who is aware of the reasons which lead me to love it so much and this makes it even more special, even today that we do not speak anymore. I also lost
weights that weighed me down before. Now they are lighter, again, better.
But I'm just desperate. Chiara A
I have little to say except that I love her very much and that the suffering that I feel now I think is the best currency to repay those who past her. The
offer as a discount for my sins and I hope that the time to fix things.
What I have not said before, I'd love to tell you now, I know so I can not write it, here as elsewhere.
may not serve, but it needs a lot to me. I cry every time I look at her picture and then I laugh, they're still in love, casserole dish! And love is a positive feeling, always! A
Silvia I saying a lot 'of extra things and just are not complete ...
I will not even talk about "disappointment", "estimate lost" or something similar.
No. I just want to say that his "feud" (or what she considered that) is over.
You put 3000 km between you and the rest of your life here in Pescara.
claim that everything would remain frozen is fucked up that perhaps you're realizing.
These are cases where you see true friends, they surely have.
And certainly one of these I'm gone.
Not after this low blow.
Maybe you will realize it later, but it is something that I do not I'd ever done in the name of what there was among us and in the name of simple respect that every human being deserves.
Yet you thought only to your advantage. I felt that something was happening that you could not manage and you have destroyed.
Not even Pol Pot would have done so.
But now, like everything else in life, it's time for sums. And when you'll see
realize that the satisfaction of having destroyed the history between me and Clare could be overcome by the sorrow of having lost two people in one go ... then, only then you will understand that this was the biggest mistake of your life. Chiara
do not know if you ever forgive: the goodness of which is lined with the star would make it possible.
I do not forgive you, but not hate you, believe me.
The only hatred I feel for him myself for being an accomplice of your pettiness.
But to you I feel nothing, quiet.
Now to me you're as transparent as a pane of glass: no one notices until it is injured by shrapnel.
But one thing always remains transparent ... Enjoy your
pounds and your life full of fun and adventure.
Cause every time I set foot here you realize what you have become.
Poor.
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