I honestly could not imagine Michael Jackson at the age of 70 years: signs of the time would have been too merciless on his body, after everything that had undergone . In short, to explain to my children and / or grandchildren that this form of Madame Tussaud was an icon of music at the time of my adolescence would leave them perplexed.
But his death leaves me in disbelief, not because of the person (of which I did not know nor did I care much), and for the performer and that was a sign that he left the music world.
an era: there was a "pre-Michael" and now we have to get used to an era "post", as we had to do after the death of Freddie Mercury (as well as Elvis, James Brown, Barry White , John Lennon).
course, a big hand it to him on a Quincy Jones (mica Luciano Moggi) relegating the other 4 of the Jackson Five to the role of "brother or sister of Michael." The aura of
"King of Pop" had a huge blow in recent days following the death rumors of a broken body from drugs, without hair, full of holes of injections, skin pieces lost, have become the protagonist of a modern level It does not matter how great you were alive, the common goal is in a white bag in the autopsy room of a California coroner. Yet I will miss her voice heard in hundreds of songs, imitated by all his ballets, his style and class that transformed the shy child and harassed in a king from the stage, in the greatest of kings.
I do not miss all the accusations of pedophilia, his perpetual ambiguity that had led him to turn his villa princely in a morbid playground. His villainy that had forced him to end his days submerged in debt and its total inability to manage its treasury of the king he was. Even
had lived the last years by spending $ 30 million a year more than agreed, fuck! I with $ 30 million one-off we will settle even my great-grandchildren and wait for the peaceful end on a deserted beach draining barrels of beer and smoking pounds of grass (even entertained by a couple of twentysomethings in search of glory).
But it is the destiny of the great: very skilled in giving emotions and make them unique in a profession that is easy only in appearance and crumble under the weight of glory, money and that they attract sharks. I'm sure he would do everything he has also done free, wealth was not his purpose.
Perhaps even if the place was an end, making music was what he did best, and until the end he kept his word.
The title of his tour that would start next month is typical: "This is it."
And in the light of what has happened almost sounds like a farewell to a world that loved him, and never felt exploited.
"This is what" my friends, goodbye.
This is it, Michael 
this I want to tell you the washing machine in 81 Yesterday evening inside. Kitchen of Guinness.
Bob De Niro and I are about to eat some good fried mullet would like Salvo Montalbano in absolute silence.
Lady Guinness is getting ready to go out to dinner with her friends. That breaks
acchittata in the kitchen with a skirt to ankle blue / white / sarcazzoqualialtricolori and two necklaces in hand.
"What I wear? This turquoise skirt or resumes this amber taking over the top?"
I limit myself to her that was not expected on "Blue Force" Flavio and Elisabetta. That
metressessanta of wisdom instead of Bob exclaims "aripijiate you! Make first"
E 'clear: I took my mom the physical beauty, everything else is on chromosome LAUNCHcast
I pay 480,000 lire! A river Renewal insurance: 270 € payment penalty: 86 € stamp Renewal (expired in 2007): 41 € First review: 64 € blasphemed their Passion has a price, and how if you have one! € 462!
The feelings, emotions, the setbacks, the falls of the latter-boh-two months.
You learn every day: to look forward, to accept the punishment, not to forget the mistakes and wrongs suffered.
E-unfortunately-to revalue certain people who you swore to yourself that you have eradicated ...
I think I need a little 'reps.
Thank you all, I love you! "The more secret escape the man who never looks forward!"
No, ok, let's talk about the end Indeed, parlatemene you, because I have only to ask questions.
All the support I received in the last month is the most abundant precious and blessed I could have. Each
your advice, even the most seemingly trivial, it has served and will serve me.
But as I suffer from continuous tilt to the brain I wish that I helped them to understand some things.
For example, because when I finish a story, my ex if they systematically recreate another within a month? (I speak for all my ex, since school)
is not a criticism, of course, good for them if they can.
But am I the backlog that a new "flame" I would say at least "go slowly because I go now to another story" ?
Am I the only one who would be unable to take up with someone who has broken with his ex for just a month?
Am I the only one, after the first time, could happen to rethink what's left?
Am I the only one to think that (as in my last experience) an admission of guilt in the face of global, some brief moment of play bowls still deserved it?
Here, however, things seem to me to start up an inclined plane go faster and faster, more and more quickly.
As if the world were to end tomorrow.
Chiara is with another, he is happy and I'm happy His happiness (with a little 'doubt, but I'm happy).
But, and here I need you, who gives her the confidence that I could not have more than what you're looking for?
if tomorrow we were to cross again, I would not have open minds: the past you can not 'change, but we can live better in the future learning.
would not be a resumption of what has just now finished.
It 'really hard thinking like this?
's really a thought unsubstantiated?
I understand that I just started a story that now seems to be the best in the world, but the tickets are made over time?
not find it strange at least change one's life partner by deleting a buddy that has changed?
Eye: are not critical to clear and we will miss. These are speeches that I have done and know that I do not have with her. Perhaps a bit
streamline 'too much everything, but if we did work together with the heart the brain?
It 'clear that what went wrong between me and Clare was the timing: Today we would have far fewer weights between the balls and we would be able to live better.
But all this mean that it can not happen in the future?
Or should I put a lid on it because on page X of the manual is written with love "with the former, never So do not think"
manuals I hate them and prefer to learn from real life.
I made some serious wrongs in Clare, there is doubt. And I'm serving them all on my skin (maybe more than they should).
But I really bothered by the fact that you have decided every little thing of that period I could not say anything.
has decided not to see me again, decided not to hear more, she decided to tell me certain things so at least debatable, decided to keep me out of her life.
All this just because you left me?
And I have to play his stay in my life just because we broke up?
I've never given the weight of letting me and I never will.
There are things that go beyond any earthly superstructure.
The stories end, not all of course, but where the problem? He
with another and then?
This will also be better than me, the show 100 times a day what he wants (including, but oh well ... and try to prove), is the romance that person will have certainty of pounds in his pocket.
But I do not love you I love ever since I can never understand the things that I understand it (the night of May 5, 2009), there will be what I'll be there and I especially can not give what ever I can give her now.
will give your child that I have not given, but it does not take much effort as I was seen ...
I clearly I accepted the first time with all its imperfections. Perhaps you too
tended to idealize the situation (Although it has accepted many of my gleanings, it must be said).
Maybe I'm idealizing too, maybe it's inappropriate to speak of these capacities for love, maybe we stopped in time, maybe you will understand one day what he has learned so far, maybe everything is part of a design.
Maybe ...
